Lucky

Like a nightlight, like a teddy bear, like toddlers playing
Look at us, baby, two grown-ups acting like children...

Best buddy ever. Thank you for visiting me today. Kahit na sobrang ikli lang nung time na nagkasama tayo, pinilit mo pa rin pumunta dito sa Manila para lang masamahan akong kumain at mapanood ang new target ko na si Mario Maurer. Kahit na sobrang malayo at medyo matagal 'yung byahe mo para lang makabawi sa pag-iinarte ko nung isang araw, pumunta ka pa rin. Kahit na sobrang sabog na ako sa pagod kanina, sobrang natuwa ako kasi ikaw ang una kong nabalitaan nung good news, at tama ang timing na i-celebrate 'yun.

As usual, pagkain naman 'yung bonding natin palagi. 'Di kumpleto ang araw natin 'pag isang meal lang kinain natin. Andyan na ulit 'yung DQ at popcorn moments natin, na agawan na naman tayo. Sobrang funny lang nung moments na sabay tayong kinikilig 'pag si Mario na 'yung naka-focus, pareho tayong kinikilig at natatawa sa kagwapuhan n'ya. Kahit na ayaw pa kitang pauwiin, 'di naman pwede kasi gagabihin ka at may Boys Session pa kayo at mag-aaral pa ako :)

I'm lucky we're in love in every way. Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed. Oo nga at wala namang perfect relationship, pero I can say that what we have now is near-perfect. Hindi pa rin naman maiiwasan 'yung flaws at misunderstandings, pero as long as napapag-usapan at nasosolusyunan agad, nothing could go wrong.

Alam kong nagbabawi ka na agad ng oras sa 'kin ngayon kasi magiging busy ka na 'pag nagsimula na ulit 'yung semester. Pero kaya nga may tawag at text, 'di ba? Ngayon pa ba tayo papatalo? I'm so lucky to have this wonderful person in my life -- cheesy man pakinggan pero totoo.

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend. Lucky to have been where I have been ©

***Sa sobrang page-enjoy namin kanina, wala kaming picture. Kaya 'tong kulitan pictures na lang namin 'yung nakalagay J***

11.06.12 | Day 51: A picture of you wearing sunglasses.

11.05.12 | Day 50: A picture of yourself.

11.04.12 | Day 49: A picture of you and your best friend.

"You are my best friend as well as my lover, and I do not know which side of you I enjoy the most. I treasure each side, just as I have treasured our life together."
~Nicholas Sparks

11.03.12 | Day 48: A picture of you more than 10 years ago.

11.02.12 | Day 47: A picture of your favorite animal.

Sleeping Habit

Source

Seriously, this situation happens. :)

11.01.12 | Day 46: A picture that you edited.

10.31.12 | Day 45: A picture of your favorite cartoon character.

Tinker Bell ©©©

10.30.12 | Day 44: A picture that describes your life.

10.29.12 | Day 43: A picture of you celebrating.

Nothing beats being crazy with your friends ©

10.28.12 | Day 42: A picture of you listening to music.

Sunday Morning

Change of weather, still together when it ends.

Our own version of SunDate. Fan-girl mode kay Daddy with the BF and lunch date after watching the game. Kahit na gipit ang schedule, we still had time to be together kahit mabilis lang. Stress-reliever din 'to :)

10.27.12 | Day 41: A picture of your favorite weather.

10.26.12 | Day 40: A picture of your friends.

DLSU @ 100
Feeling ko ang ancient na ng picture na 'to :)
L-R: Jahm, Carmela, Moi, Marielle, Trish

10.24.12 | Day 38: A picture of your favorite drink.

Dairy Queen's Strawberry Banana Shake  ©

10.23.12 | Day 37: A picture taken at school.

FWDANCE Culminating Activity | March 2012

10.22.12 | Day 36: A picture of your pet.

Wala kasi talaga akong pet, kaya kunwari s'ya na lang pet ko  J

Some Things Never Change

Promise that you'll never change | 10.12.12 | EK

In a world that keeps turning and moving so fast; when you can't hold on to nothing and nothing seems to last, it's so good to know that love still remains. Ain't you glad that some things never change?

Sara Evans | Some Things Never Change

Masaya ako na ganito pa rin tayo pagkatapos ng lahat nang nangyari. Kung ano tayo dati, ganun pa rin tayo ngayon -- better pa nga ata eh. Kahit na sobrang dami nung pinagdaanan natin bago tayo bumalik sa ganito, kahit na mahirap, nakakapagod at nakaka-drain, worth it lahat ng 'yun kung ito naman ang kapalit.

We're back to our usual selves, our usual routines. Totoo nga 'yung sinasabi nila na pagkatapos ng lahat ng hirap at sakit, may kapalit naman 'yun na ginhawa. Wala naman kasing bagay sa mundo na gusto natin ang madaling makuha, lahat ng gusto natin kailangang paghirapan.

Everyone wants happiness, no one wants pain; but you can't have a rainbow, without a little rain. You don't know how happy and thankful I am now that we're back together. ©

10.21.12 | Day 35: A picture of your hometown.

Batangas City ©

10.20.12 | Day 34: A picture of your favorite morning.

10.19.20 | Day 33: A picture of somewhere you went today.

10.18.12 | Day 32: A picture of what you did today.

Eat, eat and eat!

10.17.12 | Day 31: A picture of food you made.

Fail photo :p

10.16.12 | Day 30: A picture of your favorite quote.

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

10.15.12 | Day 29: A picture that can always make you smile.

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart,
but you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start.

10.14.12 | Day 28: A picture of your favorite place in the world.

Home is where the © is | Batangas

10.13.12 | Day 27: A picture of your favorite night.

Enchanted Kingdom | 10.12.12

10.12.12 | Day 26: A picture of something that means a lot to you.

18th birthday cake :)

Bu... Ko

Buo ang araw ko, marinig ko lang ang mga himig mo.

Na-curious naman ako sa title ng kantang 'to. Sabi ko, "Bakit kaya Buko?" Oo kasi, kanta 'yan. Nagtaka rin kayo kung bakit Buko 'no? Habang pinapakinggan ko 'yung kanta, 'di ko mapigilan ngumiti, syempre kiligin, at magtanong ng kung anu-ano. 

May lalaki pa kayang ganito? May lalaki pa kayang handang suyuin nang sobra ang babaeng gusto n'ya? May lalaki pa kayang sobrang magpahalaga ng memories nila nung babaeng sobrang mahal n'ya? At ang pinakamatinding tanong na naisip ko, may lalaki pa kayang maghintay ng sobrang tagal at positive pa rin ang outlook sa future nila together?

"Kung inaakala mo ang pag-ibig ko'y magbabago, itaga mo sa bato, dumaan man ang maraming Pasko... Kahit na 'di mo na abot ang sahig, kahit na 'di mo na 'ko marinig, ikaw parin ang buhay ko..."

Ito 'yung sobrang catchy na lines throughout the song. Sobrang nakakatuwa ang lalaking gagawin ang lahat para lang sa babaeng mahal n'ya. Effort kung effort, pawis kung pawis sa pagdala ng pagkakalaking bouquet of roses at boxes of chocolates, hihilahin ang barkada at team work sa surprise, mapahiya man s'ya sa harap ng ibang tao -- mapakita n'ya lang kung gaano s'ya ka-seryoso sa nararamdaman n'ya para sa babaeng napili n'ya. Eh ano pa ang ipagsulat ka ng kanta o kaya ng love letters or simple notes lang, 'di ba?

'Pag nag-effort na ang lalaki sa 'yo, ay malamang iba na 'yan. 'Di na 'yan 'yung simpleng pa-cute lang o papansin sa babae. Tapos na 'yan sa stage na medyo magsusuplado para mapansin mo. 'Yung mga simpleng gestures n'yan towards sa 'yo, may something na 'yan na pinaparating. Mga simpleng pagbigay ng kung anu-ano, simpleng pagsabay sa 'yo 'pag pauwi ka o 'pag nakita ka n'yang mag-isa. Ay mag-isip isip ka na, d'yan 'yan nagsisimula; pero syempre, dapat alam mo kung binobola-bola ka lang.

Alam mo naman 'yun sa sarili mo kung seryoso 'yung guy sa 'yo eh -- mararamdaman mo 'yun. Kumbaga sabi nga nung iba, everything feels so right. Lalo na 'pag andun na kayo sa stage na pinag-uusapan n'yo na ang mga bagay-bagay sa buhay at napunta ang topic n'yo sa future n'yong dalawa, talagang iba na 'yan. Buhay n'yo na 'yun together eh. At hindi na lang din 'yun Bu...Ko, na ang ibig sabihin ay Buhay Ko, kundi Buhay N'yo na 'yung pinag-uusapan.

We do not know what the future will bring us, but as long as we have that someone to be with, we should not be afraid of what awaits us ahead.

10.11.12 | Day 25: A picture of you from last year.

December 2011

10.10.12 | Day 24: A picture of someone you miss.

There's no other way to say it, and I can't deny it.

10.09.12 | Day 23: A picture of your favorite book.

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow, watched the stars crash in the sea.
If I could ask God just one question... Why aren't you here with me tonight?

10.08.12 | Day 22: A picture of something you never leave the house without.

The magical ID.

I Choose You ♥

For I saw us dancing through sunshine and rain

And I saw us laughing through joy and through pain

And I saw time passing but we did not change

And I still saw us together at the end of every day

I Choose You

10.07.12 | Day 21: A picture of something you wish you could forget.

Raindrops falling from heaven

Could never take away my misery

But since we're not together

I pray for stormy weather

To hide these tears I hope you'll never see

Source

10.06.12 | Day 20: A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel.

Paris, France ©

10.05.12 | Day 19: A picture of something you love to do.

I love to eat, eat and eat ©

10.04.12 | Day 18: A picture of the sexiest woman alive.

Beyonce Knowles
Best Thing  I Never Had MV

10.03.12 | Day 17: A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.

Lola Lolita ©

10.02.12 | Day 16: A picture of someone who inspires you.

Papa Bear Doods ©

10.01.12 | Day 15: A picture of something you want to do before you die.

Parasailing :)

09.30.12 | Day 14: A picture of your favorite store.

Shoes everywhere!

After the Rain

Now that it's all gone, I'm ready to carry on.

Thank you for being that shoulder to cry on and the wiper of my tears, even if sometimes you’re the reason behind them. We have been through it all together. The worst of fights but always the best makeups. I understand your past & all the hardships you had to endure as a child growing up; but I accept you, I’m here for you through it all.

You’re my best friend and lover all wrapped in one. I can see myself marrying you and us starting our family together. I want you the be the one that my children call “daddy.” I want us to have that perfect family we never had as kids ourselves. I want to travel the world with you; & everything there is to experience in life, I want to experience it with you right by my side. I want it all and I want it with you.

09.29.12 | Day 13: A picture of your favorite band or artist.

Ne-Yo :)

09.28.12 | Day 12: A picture of something you love.

Sunset.
Every time you wake up and ask yourself, What good things am I going to do today?, remember that when the sun goes down at sunset, it will take a part of your life with it.

Wait For You

Don't keep her waiting just because you know she will.

"I'll wait for you. Hihintayin kita hanggang sa magsawa ako kakahintay sa 'yo,

hanggang sa mapagod ako. Hanggang sa mawalan ako ng lakas.. kakahintay sa 'yo."

-Athena, She's Dating the Gangster

Hanggang kailan ba natin kayang maghintay para sa taong mahal natin? Hanggang kailan natin kayang tiisin lahat ng hirap sa paghihintay? Hanggang kailan tayo magiging matatag sa lahat ng kailangan nating harapin?

Madami tayong tao na hinihintay na makilala at dumating sa buhay natin. 'Yung iba maaaring madali nating makilala, pero kalimitan sinusubok muna tayo ng panahon bago natin masabi na nasa atin na 'yung tao na gusto nating maging parte ng buhay natin. Hindi naman kasi lahat ng magustuhan natin ay madali natin na makukuha. Kung ganun lang din ang buhay, hindi natin masasabi sa sarili natin na worth it 'yung pagdating ng tao na 'yun. Dadaan muna tayo sa madaming problema at pagsubok para makita natin sa mga sarili natin kung haggang saan nga ba ang kaya nating isugal sa paghihintay.

Tulad ni Kenji at Athena sa kwentong She's Dating the Gangster, sinubok sila ng tadhana at panahon kung haggang saan nila kakayanin ang hirap at pagsubok ng paghihintay. Ganun naman kasi talaga ang buhay eh, tinuturuan tayo na hindi natin i-take for granted ang mga bagay na maaaring once lang dumating sa buhay natin. Ayaw naman nating masayang lahat nang pinaghirapan natin, 'di ba? Lalo na kung 'yung pinaghirapan mo na 'yun eh 'yung matagal mo nang hinahanap at hinihintay sa buhay mo.

Lahat naman tayo handang maghintay sa pagdating ng tamang panahon para sa love sa mga buhay natin. 'Yun nga lang, may mga taong sobrang ikli ng pasensya at hindi makapaghintay sa tamang panahon. Kaya anong nangyayari? Hindi nila nakukuhat at nakikita ang totoong happiness nila. Meron namang iba na dahil sa sobrang nainip na sa kakahintay, naghanap na lang ng iba na mas madali nilang makukuha. Pero, 'yun ba 'yung talagang hinahanap nila, hindi naman, 'di ba? Kaya, hindi pa rin nila masabi sa sarili nila na masaya sila talaga.

Pero meron pa rin namang ilan na handang maghintay para sa tamang panahon para makuha nila ang matagal na nilang hinihintay na happiness. Sila 'yung mga taong kahit na mapag-iwanan na ng panahon, handa pa ring maghintay at umasa. Sila 'yung taong alam talaga kung anong gusto nila at handang gawin lahat para sa happiness na 'yun. SIla ang mga taong handang sumugal sa love. Maaaring makuha nila 'yun at the end of the road, pero walang assurance. Akala kasi ng ibang tao katangahan lang ang maghintay para sa pag-ibig. Siguro kaya nila nasasabi 'yun kasi nags-settle sila sa pwede na, hindi dun sa eto na talaga. Pero, they're still taking the risk. Hindi sila playing safe sa buhay. Wala naman kasi tayong matututunan kung palagi na lang tayong playing safe at nakukuntento na sa pwede na.

'Wag kasi tayo matakot isugal ang kung anong meron tayo kung kapalit naman nito ang kasiyahan natin. Pero syempre, dapat alam din natin kung hanggang saan lang tayo. Andun pa rin dapat 'yung limit. Hindi kasi tayo magiging totoong masaya kung ang tadhana na lang ang pagdedesisyunin natin sa kung anong mangyayari sa buhay natin; syempre, kailangan gumagawa rin tayo ng paraan. Buhay naman natin 'to eh kaya nasa kamay natin kung paano natin ito susulitin. At the end of the day, ang gusto lang naman nating lahat ay ang maramdaman na may nagmamahal sa atin at lahat tayo masaya.


© Thank you to Trisha Tadeo para sa subject ng post na 'to. 

09.27.12| Day 11: A picture of something you hate.

Gloomy weather. It makes me sad and remember all the pain in life.

09.26.12 | Day 10: A picture of someone you do the craziest things with.

I'm more crazy when I'm with you. ©

Baliw na nga ako 'pag normal na araw, mas baliw pa ako kapag magkasama kaming dalawa. Lahat na ata ng kabaliwan at kalokohan sa mundo eh ready naming i-try at i-enjoy -- noon.

Those little things which created most memories made me miss you more. Akala mo wala lang sa 'kin lahat ng kalokohan natin, pero lahat ng 'yun nakatatak sa isip ko.

I'm looking forward in creating more memories with you. Maybe not at this moment, but I am very sure that the right time will come. ©

Even if there is pain now, everything would be all right.

"'Wag ka na masyadong mag-isip ha. Na-miss kita :')"